Meh! Yet another depressing Christmas. Why; oh why am I so stupid to expect anything better?
Heartache and misery again; oh I am so beside myself with Christmas cheer yet again...NOT! I don't even remember a time when Christmas was a pleasant experience.
I foolishly got my hopes up; after being given false hope. Yeah; the usual smack down into reality hit so fast; I didn't see it coming. Opening up so many wounds and scars from many years of hell.
Enjoy your Christmas Folks! Be thankful for what you have
